The tinnitus is back, it’s very loud and very unnerving, and sounds just like our tv at home in the 90s when it was turning off, just as a permanent ringing.
I would like to feel just once again what it’s like to not be bone-tired all the time, bone-tired because it’s such a deep level of exhaustion that it feels like even my bones are yawning all day. I’m just so dann tired.
The racing heart is back, which means I can’t really fall asleep without extra meds; I’m hoping it’ll get better again in a few days when the LDN effect has built up again.
And I’m so hot. So, so, so damn hot, even though I’m also cold.