These days, I find myself leaving a lot of posts in draft mode. I didn’t use to editorialize this site a lot, most of it was just writing and hitting the publish button and never looking back. (Cue Modsen Family’s Luke Dunphy’s “sometimes I like to toss a grenade and run away.”)
I can’t do that as much currently. In my frustration and anxiety cave. find myself thinking big and dark and not-pretty thoughts that I don’t like reflected at me, and reflecting me. It’s not the person I want to be; and there’s still hope it hasn’t yet formed the person I am.