I think I’m indeed allergic to my latest medication experiment (oxycodone, for the RLS). Today, I increased the dosage as discussed with my doc; ended up nauseous all morning and ultimately throwing up, continued having intense itching all over. I’m still hoping it’s not that, because it seems to be helping. I hit my nails done (I like them dark and sharp) which means I can give myself better scratches but also means I’m only a day into the itching, and still I already look like I fell into a rose bush (the one with thorns). (I’ve had to put down the phone I’m typing this on about 16 times so far since I started writing this.)
My partner asked me to write about how I feel and what it’s like, they want to understand better. I love the notion, but already feel tired over the sheer thought. My current plan is to feed some of what I wrote here into an AI and have it extract that, mostly because it would give me a starting point.
(I was going to write moredddd but can’t keep my eyes open for longer than 4-6 letters.)