Aaaaaaaaaah. I’ve been unable to sleep for over 2 hours. An annoying detail that’s too big is that because my body’s temperature regulation is so messed up, I can’t share the bed with my partner anymore, or at least shouldn’t if I want to sleep at all. I run insanely hot, yet feel cold all at once, especially with another person nearby. And I guess because my sleep feels so fragile in any case, it’s even harder to get to when my routines get disrupted. It sucks. Several times over the last weeks I’d relocate to the mattress on the floor on the bedroom corner in the middle of the night, and looking at my partner from there, I miss them.